yeah..i'm back after quite a long time. Okay, maybe not too long but i just feel as though it's been quite long. So many things have happened and gonna past. guess i'll jus start from the Mega camp i had in school.It was last friday-sunday, that's why i missed sunday service, organized by the school for the leaders to learn something i guess.

Anyway, i was really reluctant to go for the camp intially, thinking it'd be the normal school camp=BORING! But, nah, it turned out rather fine, in fact quite enjoyable, something i've nv gotten out of school camps b4. haahaha..We had the high elements (which i was too chicken to try) and the rafting. Rafting was grt, we had to build our own rafts, cool! Although ours didn't work out too well, at least there was the teamwork! And yay! i'm darker now, at least i think so lar. My neck is chao da..black..but i think it's gone liaos..can't stay dark for long i guess. Then we had the mini amazing race. We had to go from Costa Sands where we had the rafting stuff to different stations which would lead us back to school, worst part was we couldn't take MRT. Hurt my heel when i stepped on a stone while barefooted, so i was practically limping around in the rain! Yuck! But, still IT WAS FUN!

Next, guess what! i actually managed to pass my grade 8!!! i was screaming like some mad woman at home when my piano teacher msged me and told me i scored 102/150! FYI, 100 is the passing mark..hahas! so i was so glad i nearly cried! then, during dinner, my teacher msged me again and told me i scored 109, cos she read wrongly. But i think becos my mind was not really working, i thought i failed and i kept thinking that 110 was the passing mark. -_-" cannot make it right. So i msged my teacher and told her " Oh..so i failed la.." then she msged me and said " You passed, 109 is higher than 102 my dear" i felt like an idiot can. My mum was like "you cannot accept the fact that you passed rite?" hahahahah! yar i think so.. hehehe

Today, marks the last day we're gonna have in Pl. Sad...the school is going through PRIME project, so we'll be moving to the holding school for TWO years. and guess where..at serangoon garden sec's OLD school, and its really deserted and WULU!Ah well, today the whole school formed the number 2004 in the carpark and took photo! hahas..i think it will turn out very nice! hehe..was so sad. We sang a few of the past theme songs..GO LIGHT YOUR WORLD! yeah, and for the 1st time, mrs lee(principal) was actually SMILING when we sang the school anthem. hehehe..cos we sang out freaking LOUD! hahas..was so touching! Oh wells.....................

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Thursday, October 21, 2004

I'm losing track of time. I can actually ask a person what day it is lorss..We had some chapel talk on homosexuality. I am usually very enthu about this topic but the speaker was just BORING.. i mean..her voice is so soft and far too gentle and it just couldn't get my attention. I ended up falling asleep lying on tang qian's back. hee slept through the whole one hr thing till it ended then WM and i chionged upstairs to the canteen fer recess..hahahaha! and there was no one in the canteen..at all.

Went back to class..read finish the book that Jacelyn lent me. So nice!! but there was like 15 pages missing from the book and it's where the climax is lor!! Ah..who cares, it's still interesting and i like it! Even though there was only like half the class in class, it was so noisy! Then that crazy miss ferng..or isit miss feng??...had to come in to scold us. She kept asking us "where is the other half of the class?" "where's the monitress??"(monitress also not in class can??!!!) "What post-exam activity are you having now?" And..hellooo??..nobody answered her except fer Jessi who kept giving the "yes" "no" answers, hahha you go gal! And the worst part was she couldn't find the monitresses so she called class comittee, i was like practically trying to hid my head under the table can. " where's the class treasurer???!!!" "yeah fine..it's me!" ya rite, if only i could do that.. nah, i just nicely went up to her and had to answer all her stupid questions and was ordered by her to go down to find the teacher-in-charge. Ugh...WM and wenna went down with me..thks gals!!

Went to our holding school yesterday, which we would be using fer the next 2 yrs, it is totally EEWWww. The place is GIGANTIC! not as in ACS(b) that kinda big, it looks so deserted with so many empty places that if we were to play "hide-n-seek", we'd probably lose one of the students. heehee the place is sill under renovation with workers here and there. And there's a tree at the back carpark that was planted by Mr Lee Kuan Yew in the yr 1940 something. Something like that and it's very very very tall! Scaryy...

Gonna have piano lessons tmr and then there's the mega camp from fri-sunday. won't be going to church i guess since we end at 5pm on sunday. Siaozz..and rachel just reminded me that she and i have nv gone to cell together since that time they re-shuffled us into two cells. It's either i'm there and she's not or she's there and i'm not OR it's combined youth service. Weird man.. and this week is the last cell meeting of the yr and next yr they're gonna re-shuffle again. Ahhsss...i'm so sorry i can't be there this week gal!

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Tuesday, October 19, 2004

yeah..that's me posing beside the singapore river. i look fat. No..i AM fat...

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Huizhen and I hanging ard at the MRT station..hahaha

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Eeww..i look fat again..Ugh!!!

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My weekend kinda sucked last week(2 days ago). Let's start with saturday. Met up with the handbells exco and off we went to plaza singapura for lunch and meeting. Decided on the half costumes, other stuff..blah blah! Went down to OG to look fo the clothes. hahaha..cannot make it, the clothes are quite ughhh..

Went to take neos..nice!then headed down to church, and reached there at around 3.15pm..luckily there were the musicians there or else it would be so awkward sitting outside church..hee nyways, i got pretty tired and felt like sleeping. All the walking in orchard was just tiring, and the stupid weather..ecks! Had some debate thing conducted by Ben Khoo. Usually when it came to debates, i would be the most ON one. Super enthu and all.. but somehow it didn't turn out that way. i was slacking at the back, finding a "comfortable" position to sleep in. Lame..yes! Made paper aeroplane from the consent form, and who knows where it is now.. Oooppssss!the plane couldn't fly, hit Ivan's face instead. Sorry!! We had camp comm meeting after that at 7. Confirmed some stuff and all...zooommmm dinner time. Ate at S-11, the ban mian CANNOT MAKE IT!! yuck!!!!

I feel as though i'm pushing everyone out of my life. I'm probably distancing myself away from everyone and who knows why. I can no longer fit into that same crowd that i used to be with. Inferior? yeah..maybe. And the worse part? I can't fit into this youth grp anymore.

Sunday..went fer cell. Was quite a big grp, 14 kids in all. Phew! had to go off earlier coz had to the registration stuff with pris. Reponse was quite okay this week, total we have 63 pple i think.. amen! suffered a heart attack after reading someone's letter. Shan't elaborate anymore.. went fer piano lessons. Came home and watched pearl harbour part 1. i lurve ittt!!And thks to my sis i couldn't sleep..the entire night.

Took back my school music results today. i got the lowest among my school mates. Sometimes i wonder if i'm actually fit to be a called a pianist, let alone someone who has a musical backgrd. I feel useless, what's the point of getting a U-3 piano when all i can do is play some nonsense song. Nobody appreciates what i play at home, it's probably all noise to them.. I try not to show it but it seems unfair and i hate it. Maybe music just isn't me.

My list of stuff to do when holidays start:
1)Find the cardboard stuff for the files fer youth camp, or we'll probably just have to switch to the normal files again]
2)Preparation of the dance item (wonder if it'll actually work out..sigh!)
3) Getting the decor stuff for the concert ready soon
4)Chinese dance for the x'mas performance
5)Handbells practices for the SCO concert and SYF
6)Making sure the half costumes are ready in time
7)Go on holiday!!!

I feel like letting go of everything at this point. Leaving everything as it is and just walking away. Nah..not going to make that same old mistake i did last yr, making hasty decisions and regretting but there's no turning back. God, give me the strength!!!

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Saturday, October 16, 2004

It's 10.45pm and the 3 "musketters" are still at my house trying to make music which to my ears are just noise. Sorry for the super directness but can't help it..Yep.

Just came home from Victoria Memorial Hall..was quite surprised it was full house coz i thought usually free concerts didn't attract anyone..teehee guess not. it was wonderful! enjoyed the last performance the most. Thomas Hecht was playing the GRAND piano can!hee..he was the star man..with many percussions at the back with only 6 players! they're so talented!!!! like one person can play a few of the different percussions. Haven't seen some of the instruments b4.. really weird looking ones too hahaha..some WEIRD pple were actually reading magazine during the performance can arghh..there was this lady that kept shouting "BRAVO" after each performance, so cartoon! All in all, it was very enjoyable, especially going with friends and all.. took some lame pics along the way with wenna and huizhen. Sadly WM and her sis had to go off earlier..oh sad!

So here i am.. there's handbells meeting tmr at 12pm??yeah..then from there go down to church which i think would be like SUPER early.. :x maybe they'll having musician practice?? not too sure.. then there's camp meeting after JG.. it's gonna be a looooonnnggg day!

P.S THANKS WM FOR THE LOVELY SKIN!!!

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Friday, October 15, 2004

WEN MINN!!! MAJOR CRISIS!! MY TAG-BOARD MOVED TO WHERE ALL MY LINKS ARE.. IT'S LIKE ALL THE WAY TO THE RIGHT OF THAT BOX WHERE THE LINKS ARE.. IF YOU HAVE NOTHING TO DO AGAIN (HEE)..HELP ME ADJUST IT CAN?? ONE MORE THING. CAN ADJUST THE WORDS OR ISIT THE "LAYER 2" THING SO THAT THE FIT EACH OTHER..COZ THE WORDS ARE LIKE "FLOWING OUT???" HAHAHA THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! THE PASSWORD AND EVERYTHING STILL THE SAME. IF YOU CAN'T REMEMBER, DROP ME A MSG..I GOING FER EXAMS AT TKGS LIAOZZ..HEE CYA TONIGHT!!

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HAPPY 88th BIRTHDAY TO PLMGS(SECONDARY)!!!! Celebrated Founder's Day today..they showed a video clip of "the future", when the school would be rebuilt in yr 2007..so nice can!! Ugh..by that time i'd be like far from school already..oh well..but the worst part is that i'll have to sit for O's in SERANGOON GARDEN"S SEC!! The place they USED to use la..but it's so OLD and DARK! EEwwww..hope the school is nice enough to bring our present hall aircon to the holding school..hahaha

SUpposed to be going for piano lesson but my teacher jus called and she's sick so lesson is postponed to Sunday.. hee..Went down to the playroom.Sis was there with her classmates watching "Honey"??is that the title..haha. Not bad..maybe can get some dance steps from there. *grinss*

WM's helping me make a blog skin now..YEAH!! Lurve you gal..the nemo one is seriously too childish.hee :P ahhh!! it's done! isn't beuatiful!!???

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Thursday, October 14, 2004

Oh yeah Oh yeah. I finally decided to use blogspot after seeing how nice WM's and wenna's are. Anyway.. took a long time just trying to find a nice skin. No nice pianos..no nice ballet dancers. Had to settle fer NEMO. Don't laugh. It's quite childish i know. But oh well....

Had a SUPER long time in school today. Had Founder's day rehearsel. Wasted too much time. I was actually scared to conduct the handbells but today i was even more stressed playing the piano!! Can die..totally not prepared. Argh! Totally tired out..came home in quite a bad mood. Marc Lemuel Yee ping and Melanie were at home..The gals lef soon later. 2 crazy guys stayed a while more to waatch Mean Gals. Haha so hilarious..guess i was hungry which accounted fer my mood. Hee....

Ate "smashed" potatoes with baked beans. And ruffles chips..haha do i sound like a pig? Yeah i think so... Getting late. Spent so much time doing the stupid layout. And if i were to change the skin again. I'll have to RETYPE all the links and all.Or maybe there's a easier way. Do u think I can just copy my links and paste it into the new skin? Ahh..anywayssss...have to start publicing my blog!

P.S I don't have a tagboard now..Hee..haven't found the way to add it. Heeee

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